I have to take a break from 'The
story”, and tell you about today. So about four months ago I
received a new claim worker from my insurance company that pays for
everything. I always get nervous when this happens because you never
know how someone is going to do their job; if they are lazy, a
procrastinator, or simply hates their job. Either way for the past
year I had a wonderful woman who did her job extraordinarily well.
This new guy scares the hell out of me. It has only been a few
months, I know, but he does not seem to know what he is doing. It is
also hard getting a straight answer out of him. He might even be new,
and I have taken that into consideration, but I have done his job and
I cannot help but to be picky. I took my own insurance agent position
seriously while I was doing it, and can only expect that from my own
agent.
There is a scary circle that I go through
with the R.S.D., one thing activates another and so on until I am so
wound up all I can do is either sit and not allow myself to say
anything or cry. R.S.D. causes anxiety disorder and chronic
depression. Well, I was already living with these problems and the
R.S.D. makes it all worse,...and that's just the mental part. The
pain increases with all this, the anxiety is the worst. Ever feel a
hundred spiders under your skin crawling through each nerve from one
point of your body to another? I have. It is the feeling of an
anxiety attack and mine are heightened so much more because of the
R.S.D.. Some days it makes parts of my body numb. Since it comes from
my ankle injury, it creeps up my leg behind my knee and when the pain
comes on it makes the knee buckle. If I don't have my cane I am
screwed. This eventually leads to my hip. By now I am limping, which
is already causing problems with my hip, but when I have a real bad
day the pain increases not only in levels of 1 – 10, but also
levels of the body.
This brings me back to my point about my
insurance rep. and the entire field. Why is it so hard to recognize
that the body is a connected piece of machinery? Just like your car,
if one part is broke or not working properly the other parts are not
going to function to their normal capability and if the problem is
not fixed in an appropriate time, the other, now stressed parts will
start breaking down faster. Our bodies are the same way. I understand
if I were applying for coverage and had a preexisting condition that
I was already covered on by another insurance. That part of my body
is more likely to have continuing problems and is a high risk. I
wouldn't want to cover that either. But an insurance I was already
paying into for coverage on my car, and had continued to stay with
that company for at least three terms of six months each. My coverage
was standard for any auto insurance, and I have proven by the
insurance companies own doctors that I am not faking anything. So why
do they even question how a chiropractor can help me? Your ankles
support your whole body, and can take a lot, but they are still
connected to the rest of your body as well.
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